BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR
I try not to think about it
Memories locked away, resurfaced
Memories that makes one itch for veageance
The feeling of being used…
How I cried for help but no one to hear my cries…
My struggle to free myself from the upcoming doom
I can still feel his heat on my body
His smoke filled breath on my face
His filthy hands roaming my body
Remembering makes me hate my body
scrubbing my body till it bleeds..
Finding peace in the pain…
He told me he was doing me a favour
He was helping me be a real woman
I remember every details…everything
The colour of my virgin blood on his manhood
…his trousers
my scream of pain..
My dignity taken away
His threats
I get sleepless nights…
Haunted…
I thought he loved me
We were lovers for heavens sake
I have carried this hurt, this burden for years
No one to tell
No one would believe nor understand
Now he lives his life like he never hurt anyone
Never ruined an innocent girls life
I have scars..
Scars that remind me of where I am coming from
Scars that remind of my past
Now I thirst for his blood
My spirit seeks for revenge
Am a living monster
snapping at any guy that dares comes close
Everyone thinks am mad
The crazy, lonely lady living a block away
I promise you…I am coming for you
If by chance, someone sees this note
Please don’t judge me
I am just a broken girl…
Author :TEMI
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