My smiles are the brightest so they say
Nobody is able to see through my Bright smiles and see how much tears I am holding back.
I really want to talk about it
I want people or someone
But I am scared
Will they judge me or understand what I am going through.
Behind my smiles, lies my weak and fragile heart beating slowly.
I just want you to recognize my inner tears and tell me ” it’s okay to cry “I do want to cry I’ve run out of tears All I can do is smile To conceal my tears.
I am not weak nor am I a coward. Circumstances won’t let me speak.
At times. The only thing I could think of when I am alone is SUICIDE what happens then? After I am gone? Will they understand me still? Or they’ll blame me? Like they would have done If I told them.
What should I do?
AUTHOR: ABDULRAHMAN AMIRA